Prologue.
When I was 13 I discovered mangas and animes, like pretty much everyone at that time. Step by step however, this interest evolved in an interest for the Japanese society and culture. I left the mangas aside and grabed books by famous Japanese authors like Yukio Mishima and Ranpo Edogawa. I stopped listening to anime songs and got fascinated by the foreign and soothing sounds of Japanese classical music.
I tried to learn the language. I spent hours deciphering the complicated signs thanks to a little booklet, until I mastered in writing and reading the two Japanese syllabaries.
My Japanese penfriends introduced me to their life far away.
I was 16 and dreaming of being a French teacher in Japan.
It never happened. Life brought me to different places and everytime I was close to going there, the door closed in front of me, asking me to be more patient.
When I was 25 I began to study Japanese dance: first butoh, the contemporary dance born after Hiroshima. Then I finally found someone to introduce me to Nihon Buyo, the classical Japanese dance.
I knew Japan quite well, but only from books, or only second-hand. I was yearning to go there for real
About 15 years later.
I have just turned 30 in Mongolia. My American roommate is preparing for is 10 day holiday in Japan. And I begin to think. After Mongolia I am to be in Korea. So close to Japan !!
But Japan is expensive, I haven't found any work or place to stay there. Actually I simply can't afford. But I am so close!
I posted an ad on the Internet, asking if someone could host me in Japan. The answer came a day later from a young man in Saitama, suburb of Tokyo. He and his family would host me a week in their home. I couldn't believe how lucky I was ! I decided this was a sign. Let's close the eyes over the bank account.
I booked the flight to Tokyo.
On May 15th, the plane dropped from the heavy clouds over Japan, giving me my first view of the country: the green rice fields glowing under the rain.